I should decide my own life, but I started to feel tired.

I feel annoying when my page is full of you.
It was an endless cycle, no matter how many times I told myself to stop all these things, it was still around my life...
I should decide my own life, I should be more rational.

Yesterday was a history,
for you, it might be the pass, but for me it wasn't just a pass.
It proved that how silly was I.

I apologize for my mistake, which made you feel uncomfortable and hurtful.
Although I don't know what's wrong between us, and what was I did wrong.
I think I was just don't understand you.
Sometimes everything is really hard to explain, and the words "I'm sorry" would be the easier way to stop all the arguments.
So, I'm sorry.. I was tired, I couldn't find a right way to do the best for you;
I'm sorry, I just don't know which would be most comfortable way to get along with you.
I'm sorry that I couldn't be the one that you expected.

You told me, what I had said to you was brought hurtful and painful to you.
Did you know, what you had said now not only brought the painful to me? It brought me disappointments.
Have you ever think that, I'm not expecting a guy who bring surprises to my life;
I'm very simple, I just hope that you can cherish what I did for you.

I thought that I can't lose you, I thought that I need you so much, I thought that you are the one that I rely on the most.
Now I knew, I was wrong.. you are just the one that made me lost myself.
I wouldn't blame you, as you told me, sometimes I will do silly things.
Yes, I would.

When the accused becomes a way of communication, insecure was gradually increasing.
Not every apology can get forgiveness, not every problems we can just escape.
We don't talk about it doesn't mean it was solved.
You said you loved me, but you are just showing your love when you wasn't mad.
Dear, I know you love me, but you teared my heart accidentally.
I needing some times to get heal.

You ain't matured at the wrong time, is the misunderstanding keeps growing between us.
We have to find the right way to complete each other's life.
I'm still believe on it, do you?