Transformation starts from the day I leave

I'm losing my first job.

Thursday morning, I printed my resignation letter in office, I was like doing something bad and trying to hide from everyone. I'm pretending I'm still the coworker in the office, I work and I making joke on complaining my workload to my colleague. Like I'm gonna work for long, actually these works will leaving away from me start next Monday, I think so. Perhaps my boss gonna meet me on Monday, I don't think he gonna stay me down. He can't influence my choice, I think.

Within these months,
I lost my passion.
I lost my confidence.
I lost my energy.
I lost my time.
My interest, my direction, my communication skills, my decision making skills and..
I LOST MYSELF...

And after two months,
I even lost my job...

But I found MYSELF =)
And I found everything.
Start my life, from the day I leave.

A big smile, and transform!